watching everything you've ever held onto slip away from you. all you're running from, well its catching up to you, got you looking for a lifeline

...well, this spring break hasn't gone 

exactly as i thought it would...

1. i come home to the shocking news that not only does my home church not have a youth pastor, associate pastor, or music minister, but we also just lost our senior pastor... the shocking part was his admitted infidelity. who woulda thunk that could happen in little ol' zuni? 
keep your chin up, swampers, and glorify God in all that you do. our little world has been rocked, but God will prevail. He has tucker swamp firmly in his hand; he will not leave us or forsake us. 

So be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid and do not panic before them. For the Lord your God will personally go ahead of you. He will neither fail you nor abandon you.”  

Deuteronomy 31:6 

2. i wish spring break would last more than one measly week, simply because seven days is not enough time to see everyone!

well i've been afraid of changing because i've built my life around you. but time makes you bolder, children get older, and i'm getting older too. so take this love and take it down. and if you climb a mountain and you turn around. and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills where the landslide brought me down. well maybe... the landslide will bring you down (fleetwood mac)

3. i don't want to talk about this last problem. it hurts too much. maybe later, but hopefully it will be resolved before then.

i've taken time to think and i don't think its fair for you to turn around and say goodbye. i have this feeling that i've finally found the words to say. but i can't tell you if you turn around and run away. runaway (maroon 5)